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Tuesday, December 14, 2010

Christmas Cheer

it has been so long i did not go shopping with my mum and sister for new year clothes. oh no no no. Is NEVER! this morning, parents went for traditional chinese medicine treatment and after that we went down to BTS for shopping! wuahaha. the happiest moment weihhh. :D and recently i have fallen in love with one-piece or one-shoulder dress! oh my pretty dresssss. i want i want i want~

(: glitzy christmas decorations at BTS :)


"The most important thing in life is to learn how to give out love, and to let it come in.” -Morrie Schwartz

Friday, December 10, 2010

明知我爱你




告诉你 瞒着你 只不过是个决定
放弃你 忘记你 只怕我步伐前进
不知道为什么会如此无理紧张你
我越了解你 越靠近你 越犹豫

*明知道我爱你 却不敢告诉你
我害怕失去你 宁愿沉默不语
该如何整理 幸福在手里
我恨自己 无能为力

明知道我爱你 却不敢靠近你
我假装不在意 反而痛了自己
多痛都可以 不能没有你
只想永远永远爱你 你知不知道我也没关系*


告诉你 瞒着你 只不过是个决定
但为何 到如今 我依然无法前进
不知道为什么会如此无理紧张你
我越了解你 越靠近你 越犹豫

* repeat *

Serene Koong, a singaporean singer who just bagged 2 awards at Singapore Hit Awards last two months. I like her voice and her album [55:38:7] especially 明知我爱你 because of the singaporean drama "红白喜事" and you will be addicted to this song if you listen to it everyday. p/s: i'm not a typical emo girl. hahahaha.

yesterday i took a glance on a last note from a boy in facebook. the boy is a malaysian and i did not pay much attention on it as i thought that was a joke. until i saw friends posted it in twitter and newspaper heading news, oh my god it really happened! the boy jumped to death for her ex-girlfriend and he was counting down for his time of death in facebook yesterday! This is quite shocking and may he rests in peace. he could not take it when his girlfriend leaves him. he lives for love and sacrifies for love. well, no offence. A human life should not end it this way. think for your family and your friends. There are tons of things that are waiting for you to accomplish, need to you get them done. including your future, and the beauty of this world that you have not discovered! Cherish your life :)

Thursday, December 9, 2010

这就是我

想说一声谢谢
谢谢你们的关心
谢谢你们的体谅
谢谢你们的容忍
谢谢你们的支持
让我感到很窝心❤

现在我能做的是
努力做我必须做的事情
珍惜我所拥有的一切
不嫌弃也不抱怨

我不做一个逃避现实的人
我会变得坚强勇敢和认真
我不假装脆弱可怜
我会收起我的眼泪
我不要别人的同情
我也不希望大家总是让着我

我会用微笑来面对一切
大家都说我变得很坚强
虽然有时候还会怀疑自己
但是我觉得自己真的变了

我是个典型的双子座
看起來朋友很多
可是知心的沒有几个

我可以很天马行空地和你聊
但从来不聊自己的事情
因为我觉得
别人不一定会有兴趣听你的故事
除非你主动问我

朋友们都说我神经质
表面上的我
总是很有活力很快乐
神经兮兮的样子

虽然现在可以好好地享受假期
但是当没有人的时候
忧伤会找上门




这时候后才发现
上学其实很开心
能见一见朋友们
可以聊天找节目
日子过得比较快

因为没办法了
所以只好在推特发泄
我喜欢在推特乱写一通
写我的情绪我的感受
我喜欢的歌词喜欢的东西
我想要说的话生气的话
因为没人会管我
任由我发泄,呵呵。

今年的圣诞应该是在家里度过
很想收到圣诞礼物
圣诞老公公 记得要来我家
哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈



Friday, December 3, 2010

Bye Bye, My beloved Grandma.

Many things had turned up into my life recently and i could not take it when i recalled back all the memories with her, my grandma. the November, a terrible month that i had experienced in my life. I would not forget the scene when everyone gathered in hospital with fear and anxiety, and the whole process for grandma's funeral.

13 November. That night, i vividly remembered that my dad and brothers were eating burger while we were doing our own stuffs. My dad's phone was ringing. Doo Doo Doo... After he picked up and talked for few seconds, i felt so weird and started to worry. 'There must be something bad happening!', i guessed. Well, what i felt is correct. My dad's face changed immediately and asked all of us to prepare because grandma was into comatose condition. Doctors were trying their best to bring grandma back into conscious. Few hours later after the struggle, grandma was declared death at 2.55am, 14 november 2010. How could this happen!!! we couldn't believe it when we heard the news at Poly's house! our tears burst out immediately, unstoppable.





I always love rainy days because i dislike hot weather. But now, i love rainy days even more, because i believe that God did cry for my grandma, and grandma blesses and protects us all the time. The days after grandma's death, the sky always in grey and it rains heavily on the first two days of funeral. Everyone said the God is crying for grandma. On last day of funeral, our youngest auntie said that grandma protects us by dripping small drops of water from the sky making the roads cold down as we had to walk a short distance without shoes when the coffin was carrying to cemetary.

guys, you can read my cousin sister's blog. She is Poly. She has written a more detailed version and the way she writes is awesome. click here.

To my dearest ahma,

Sorry that I did not visit you when you were hospitalized. sorry that i did not accompany you when you were sick. sorry that i did not make you smile when you felt depressed. sorry for time that i was not being patient to you. ahma, sorry for everything that i had made you feel bad and i know, it's all too late. But, there are things that i never regret. i did brought you and grandpa to clinic for once (at least i feel that i'm an useful grandchild :P). i helped you to massage when you are tired. i bought you snacks that you like to eat. i kissed you and said 'i miss you' to you and at least, i'd done all these before you're gone.

You are always our 'happy nuts' at home. Brings all the funs and loves to us. You are the one who take care of me when i was young. You raised me up and love me the most. You remembered all my favourite foods and cooked for me when i was hungry. I wish now, I could talk to you for a while more. I wish to call you "ahma" again. I miss you and i want to kiss you and hug you. I miss the days you called me "ping ah~". I try not to cry but i can't. Everytime when i see something that you love to eat, you used to do, you used to cook, you used to say, etc, my eyes will flood with tears. Now, you never got a chance to see how good I done, and you never got to see me back at number one. I really wish that you were here to celebrate together. I wish that we could spend my holiday together...

It's so hard to accept the fact that you're gone forever. As time goes by and it's true that you've reached a better place. I feel great and lucky that i have a cheerful and lovely grandma like you. Now the hardest thing to do is say bye bye. Bye Bye, my beloved grandma. Rest in peace and don't worry about us. i will keep you inside my deep heart forever and ever. I will remember all the loves that you gave me. Enjoy your new life in another world. I will study well and share my happiness with you when i graduate.❤


With loves, your ah ping.

Friday, October 29, 2010

我们的纪念册~~~❤



"给你我的心作纪念 这份爱 任何时刻你打开都新鲜
有我陪伴 多苦都变成甜 睁开眼就看见永远
给我你的心作纪念 我的梦 有你的祝福才能够完全
风浪再大 我也会勇往直前 我们的爱 镶在青春的纪念册"


many pieces of memory appear in my mind everytime i listen to those songs about friendship. recently, Selina's case makes me feel warmth and touched when i read her news and the cares to her from Hebe and Ella. i feel their love to her, their friendship and sisterly love. it makes me cry, really. a lot of thoughts and feelings come out. it is a fate that we can meet each other. from being coursemates, and then best friends and then 'family'. all these i would never forget and.. hope that our friendship would never die, no matter where we are. love MONSTER FAMILY! ROCKER SPIRIT always here!


to you girls,

说来幸福 等你好幸福
不如让我们盖间民宿
不当公主就开心当村姑
不再孤独 不认输

等你收留我 那又怎么样
难道我会让你淋雨
就算没有另一半 也有好朋友
一起唱歌 做饭 发呆

等你收留我 那又怎么样
难道我会让你哭泣
就算变成老太婆 也是好朋友
一起看书 跳舞 shopping
好姐妹 好快乐 等你收留我


~~~~~~~~~ ❤ ~~~~~~~~~

Saturday, October 2, 2010

I am Back

woooootss! such a long time i have not been blogging! what are you up to friendsss??



my one-month holiday has been ended just two weeks ago. i realized that i had not done anything during this holiday! by the way, thank you so much to my lovely ma and pa... i had learnt something from both of you. "life still has to go on when you are about to give up because you live your life. you have to SMILE and JOKE to distract the people around you from exhaustion and sadness! Be PATIENT is the key success of creating a loving home. your work is tiring and even heavy, and is the only way to make our life better !!!" i love YOU daddy and mummy! i promise i will take responsibility to take care of you when i have the ability to earn money! i'm gonna buy You lots of thing as you wish ♥ ^^


well, back to my uni life. stepping into Year 3 degree. omg. time really fliessssss! can't imagine that i'm going to have my graduation ceremony in next year! haha! by the way, three of my inti-ian sisters went to UK just few days ago. i still cannot adapt the life without them. Siew Hui, Jia Kee and Zhang Li, wishing YOU all the best and must take good care of yourself ! after sending you all at airport, my heart and mood were down. couldn't even take my eyes off on YOU at the airport. Sistaz, promise us must come back to have a MONSTER gathering! *hugsss and lovesss*



about love thingy, haha~ it's not that important to me now, honestly. i'm really happy. *grin*. Happy that she has someone who is so special and always cares about her, and loves her! she deserves for it of course! she always cares about us. she is always the gorgeous one with a sunny skin color. don't envy people that they have fair skin, etc because you have the special features that others do not have! DA JIE, go ahead when you feel that it is right!






♥♥♥

Thursday, August 19, 2010

This really make you Laugh Out Loud !

【男的话绝,女的回答更绝】No.1
  男:“我可以向你问路吗?”
  女:“到那里?”
  男:“到你心里”
  女:“抱歉,此路不通”

【男的话绝,女的回答更绝】No.2
  男:“你的腿一定很累吧!”
  女:“为什么?”
  男:“因为你在我脑海中跑了一整天”
  女:“我觉得还行,因为你的脑子实在是太小了”

【男的话绝,女的回答更绝】No.3
  男:(看着她衬衫的标签)
  女:“你在做什么?”
  男:“想知道你是不是天堂制造的”
  女:“难道你是地狱出品?”

【男的话绝,女的回答更绝】No.4
  男:“我今天很不顺利,看见漂亮女生微笑会让我心情好一点,
你可以为我笑一下吗?”
  女:“你想让我今天也不顺利吗?”

【男的话绝,女的回答更绝】No.5
  男:“抱歉,我是艺术家,凝视美女是我的工作”
  女:“抱歉,我是饲养员,被别人看着我会很不舒服”

【男的话绝,女的回答更绝】No.6
  男:“小姐可以借我五元吗?”
  女:“你要做啥??”
  男:“我要打电话给我妈说我今天看到了一个绝世大美女。”
  女:“很抱歉我不能借给你。”
  男:“为什么。”
  女:“因为我要打电话到医院,说自己被一个青蛙吓到了。”

【男的话绝,女的回答更绝】No.7
  男:“今天的雨真大。”
  女:“是啊。”
  男:“那是因为老天对着你流口水。”
  女:“这么说刚才刮的那阵风是老天在对你放屁了?”

【男的话绝,女的回答更绝】No.8
  男:“相信我……我会让你成为世界上第二幸福的人!”
  女:“为什么不是第一啊……”(装可爱貌)
  男:“有了你……我就是最幸福的人!”(浅浅的微笑)
  女:“我想我很快就能成为世界第一幸福的人了。”(遐想状)
  男:“为什么?”(疑惑)
  女:“因为我就要摆脱你的纠缠了。”(大步离开)

LOL

Thursday, July 29, 2010

充实的一天 ♥


feeling fresh after wake up in the early morning for exercise although i had only 4 hours for my sleep! yes, they did it! but i'm just kind of lazy bum! ( because i was sitting there and watched them playing basketball! lol) XD today will be a busy day! but i love it anyway! enjoy the days with you all my dearest sistaz and brothers ♥ ! loveess~

Sunday, July 25, 2010

(。◕‿◕。)



最看不起那些利用别人感情的人了

~不开心~


如果能学会原谅,是一种美德

(。◕‿◕。)

Saturday, July 24, 2010

Friendship

♥♥♥

The most beautiful discovery true friends make is that they can grow separately without growing apart.

- Elizabeth Foley -


Friday, July 23, 2010

yoo!

hey what's up guys !!!
this lovely July is going to end. well, it's good because we have to done all our assignments before august comes and start preparing for finals! but, it's bad too because three of them are leaving to UK~ our play and eat kaki are getting lesser. really appreciate those time we spent together. i like this picture. the feel tells me that all walks of life have their own speed, sometimes, they walk to0 fast and take no notice of the things around them, especially friendship and family. slow down and stop to look at the sky, the trees and the people around us. stop grumbling what you do not have or unsatisfy with. start appreciate and cherish what you have now. life is short. should be grateful that you are who you are! it's all useless when you turn back and regret for not doing so! gambateh sze ping go go go!♥ =)

Sunday, July 11, 2010

曖昧是?

曖昧是,比好朋友再親一點,但比戀人遠一點。

曖昧是,你會常常在msn等他在線。
當他幾天沒有在線,你就會有些擔心。

曖昧是,你會不時去他的BLOG看看有沒有更新;
而且你會留意字裏行間,他對你有沒有什麽暗示。

曖昧是,有感覺,
然而,這種感覺不足以叫你們切切實實地發展一段正式的關系。

曖昧是,明白人生有太多的無奈,現實有太多的限制。
你知道沒有可能,但又舍不得放手。

曖昧是,有進一步的沖動,卻沒有進一步的勇氣。

曖昧是,他不是你的情人,但似乎他比你的情人更關心你和了解你。

曖昧是,你會編一條圍巾給他,但大家從沒有開始過。

曖昧是,雖然他不是你的情人,但他卻會對你說:你對我是十分重要的。

曖昧是,你感冒時有一個會在晚上打電話來,
特意提醒你服藥,叫你蓋好被子早點睡的普通朋友。

曖昧是,當你遇到問題解決不了的時候,
你找不到你的男/女朋友,你第一個便會想起他。

曖昧是,每當他提及他的另一半時,你會萬箭穿心。

曖昧是,為了逃避背叛的罪惡感。

曖昧是,甜津津又同時酸溜溜的。
往往從未開始,已叫人不安,患得患失。

曖昧是,別人以為你們在搞地下情時,你會沾沾自喜。

曖昧是,別人問你們是否戀愛中,你張口結舌。

曖昧是,常常掙紮表不表白。
你怕表白之後,你既得不到一個情人,卻又失去了一個知心好友。

曖昧是,見到他,你會心跳。見不到他時,你會掛念他。

曖昧是,兩個人都會互相猜想。
他是不是已經暗示了什麽?我是不是自作多情?

曖昧是,每天大家都會聊msn,會互傳手機短訊,無規律地偶然約會。

曖昧是,除了情人節之外,其它的節日,大家都交換禮物。

曖昧是,你很想多走一步,但又怕會嚇怕了他。
你會很小心流露自己的感情。

曖昧是,兩個人沒有承諾過什麽。

但雖然如此,你願意付出的,比有承諾的情侶更多。
沒有責任,但你卻很渴望去承擔,不問回報。

曖昧是,一扇門,你可以停留在門外,也可以踏進房子裏面。
然後你不可以停留在門下面。門--永不是終點站。


對嗎?Jin jiah??? ^.^





















Saturday, July 10, 2010

BabaBa~❤

June ends. July is a brand new month for me. i'm kinda love the way we are being together now. two years ago, we looked innocent and naive. now, everyone turns mature and girly. time proves everything. yew ping went back already. looking forward for our next shopping, chatting, sing k and dinner session! All the best ~

i like this picture of us so much!!!

Thanks to MiKo Ong *hugs with love*

listening to 4minute - BabaBa

currently i'm addicted to kpop songs~ thumbs up!!!

Sunday, June 27, 2010

R - ♥ - n - d - ♥ - m

♥ love the grass, love the greeny, love our emotions, love you sistersss!♥

Boooooooo! wow. after the one-night trip to putrajaya, we went there again by ourselves without a boy along with us. luckily we have a professional lady driver, Fufu Ang! if not we aren't able to reach there! LOL. this time we can take pictures as many as we want. because we have another professional photographer, JiaKee Pang! love the pictures so much~! however, we won't dare to go putrajaya again without a guy. because there was really dangerous. = =' but we did have a great night! we planned it just a few minutes before we leaving inti! this is how crazy we are. and make me think of this song "Let's go crazy~ you gotta show oh baby!" by CN Blue! i like it i like it~!


on 23 June, we went to look out point, Ampang for dinner after the award presentation! this was also one of my craziest days ever in my life! haha! this was the place where we wish to go since last few months, especially fufu~ she wanna go there so badly! haha! this time we have Da ge and Xiao drie brought us there. and we got to know a big secret about Xiao drie! ^0^ we took our dinner at GasOnline. the view is really beautiful and pretty cooling up there. although we are hungry, but the night view is so attractive until forgot the hungry feeling! can't wait to capture alot and alot photos! XD somehow, it is a very good place for dating! kinda romantic this place~ and...
sisters asked:'' if your boyfriend propose to you at here, will you say yes?'' haha! sure will give a big nod to him!♥♥♥



these days all the things came together in a sudden. felt so helpless when i know daddy was in the hospital. it's so lucky he is alright :D but i really wish to go home =(. after all the, we gonna start and continue our assignments. i'm quite fed up with assignments. but no choice. a student life cannot be completed without assignments. LOL! must bear with it! god bless us~~~~! Hwaiting everyone!!!



假装坚强只是一个可笑的谎话

Tuesday, June 15, 2010

Good Morning


wow. the time is 2.20 a.m. now. the first time i stay up till this late for my assignment this semester! i don't know why. my brain will only start working when everyone is sleeping. although mum had told me to sleep early just now. >.<>> Fin 412 Corporate Governance Assignment (1). how scary when we think of it. just like a LAW assignment. lmao. the assignment gives us one sentence of question only. it looks simple yet complicated. well, we might misunderstand the question. i'm kinda afraid of that. i keep on repeating. read it again, and again. hope will get it right >.<

last week was a happening week for us. the first outing of LG while waiting for yew ping to come back from aus! we eat, we sing and we shop! now only we realized that simsim's boy can sing very very well! *claps* haha! we had a very happy and precise moment that day. appreciate alot~! Yew ping, all the best to you! we know you are having exam these days. good luck and try your best! don't stress yourself. we are always be there for you! support you support you~! can't wait to see you, sing k with you, shop with you and take picture with you! ^^


♥ LG ♥

and, we have two new members in our gang! Gusman = Da Ge and Andrie = Xiao Drie! since we love to eat steamboat (we had steamboat as our dinner twice last week >.<) and we can eat a lot (profit is greater than cost now-scary appettite)! so, we have a new family name after the joining of new members, namely Monster Family! Da ge and xiao drie drove us to Sunway last Saturday. again, we shop, we watch movie, we eat (guys are pretty smart in snatching chicken wings! XD), and we take lots of picture at putrajaya! putrajaya is veryyyyy beautiful~~! thanks mario for the snap shots! however, it's not good to hang out till late night! because there is always a road block at saturday night. luckily we just need to pay RM50 for 2 cars! tired but happy journey we had that night!


love this picture!
~monster family pic~



is going to 3.00 am. soon.

gotta continue my assignment.

sign off

xoxo♥♥

Sunday, June 6, 2010

你是星期几的孩子~?

hey guys, i found this interesting note on facebook. Let's have a look on it! you may have better understanding on your personalities! check it out which day you born! enjoy ♥♥♥

星期一出生的孩子 相貌很不错

星期二出生的孩子 充满喜乐

星期三出生的孩子 有较多的忧伤

星期四出生的孩子 要离开自己出生的地方很远

星期五出生的孩子 懂得爱和付出

星期六出生的孩子 要很努力的谋生

星期天出生的孩子 正直而有智慧,善良又快乐

Sunday Man
星期日出生的男性,性格上野心勃勃,对生命中任何事,都会具备相当的企图心。这种男性不但自信,也颇倾向於大男人主义,他会以女性的保护者自居。不过如果女方的能力或成就比自己好,会有些许的不安。这类型的男人,会希望能与伴侣相互体谅,并且会要求(说服?)伴侣凡事采纳他的意见,凡事以他的意见为意见。

这种男性不但喜欢发表高见,也喜欢聆听,而且十分在意自己在他人心中的地位,因此喜欢听赞美的话,受到他人的肯定,是最能令这种人精神振奋的了,所以这样的男性,需要的是出一些适可而止的锋头,让他在他人的肯定声中,也肯定自己。这样的男人,责任感很重,托付给他的事,他必定全力以赴。不过他并不是什么事都会答应的那一型,以这样的角度来看,他是十分有原则的人,而不是一个什么都随口答应,到最后不是食言而肥,就是不了了之的人,又或者将所有的事都往自己的身上揽,最后累个半死。


Sunday Woman
出生於星期日的女人,是属於比较冲动、容易被激情所影响的人。这一天出生的女人,在爱情上通常会采取主动的态度,而且爱恨分明,一点也不扭捏作态。她们的喜怒形於色,有什么高兴和不愉快,都写在脸上,想藏也藏不住。在处事方面,节奏明快,乾脆而不会拖泥带水,通常都很有男子气概,并不会斤斤计较或优柔寡断。

这样的女性,需要的是一个积极乐观、才能出众的另一半,让她以他为荣,但是在个性上,男方的性格则不需要太强悍,最好能为她让步或妥协最好。生性活泼积极的星期日女性,喜欢在感情中扮演主导的地位,推动两人之间的关系,所以斯文但有才华的男人,是她们最欣赏的对象。


Monday Man
星期一出生的男性,往往都有一些柔顺的女性特质。这并不是指他们很「娘娘腔」,缺少了一股男人味,而是指他们像女性一般细心、思维敏捷,十分斯文和温柔,对於异性和身边的朋友,也十分关心。这种男性不怎么爱出锋头,而且脾气倾向於温驯,多半都十分内敛,不太爱说话。个性上很随和,和人能很快的打成一片,所以人缘很好。

这种男性,往往会因多情而自苦,因博爱而伤神。他容易受气氛感染而动情,有可能同时相许多不同的人产生感情,所以经常在矛盾和不安中挣扎。单恋和暗恋的机会也很多。这种男性的感情虽丰富,却不一定有表达的勇气,所以精神上通常会承载许多的压力,归咎起来,都是自己带来的。这一天出生的男人,在感情的道路上,通常不会寂寞,不过却很难觅得真心相对的伴侣。其实只要收起三心二意不专情的毛病,定下心来,才会有可能觅得真心,如果像只花蝴蝶似的飞来飞去,很难与某个特定的对象真心相处、相互了解,自然较难培养感情了


Monday Woman
星期一出生的女性,温柔、敏感、喜爱幻想,而且柔情似水。这样的女性,极具包容性,个性上十分宽宏大量,眼光也看得十分远,不会因为一些小事而耿耿於怀。她懂得适时做出让步,甚至牺牲自己,成就他人,也甘之如饴。

这类型的女性,贤淑,思想趋於传统。不过这种女性,也有内心坚强的一面。强而有力的性格,经常透过母性精神而崭露出来,所以是那种临危不乱,在困苦和多变的环境中,反而能更勇敢坚定的人。这样的女性,喜欢和谐,对於生活的要求十分随兴,没有野心勃勃的自我要求和对外的企图心。她很容易受外界的气氛感染,心思十分敏锐,也能关注到他人的需要。


Tuesday Man
星期二出生的男人,大多能言善道,口才十分不错。也是谈笑风生,让周遭的人有如沐春风之感。这类型的男人也是不折不扣的乐观主义者,认为天塌下来也有人替自己顶著,
所以人生应是享受乐趣,而不是每天担忧的。感情的挫折很少能击倒这种男人,一开始他也许会失意一阵子,但过不了多久,又是生龙活虎的模样了。

这类的人,不会太对生命中的许多事去苛求。很多事都是随性随缘,也因此给人一种散漫不积极的感觉。对於爱情,有时也会给对方和他人一种无为而治的感觉。这种人不太会主动追求什么感情,水到渠成就行了,在一起也不会多作承诺,反正只要两个人快快乐乐就好。 这种男人的骨子里,或多或少有一点点自恋的成分,很多事他也只关心自己,对於情人的态度是——只要对方自理,好好照顾自己即可,如此他就可以不费心了。如果你也欣赏这种与世无争、乐观和无为而治型的男人,星期二的情人,非你莫属。


Tuesday Woman
星期二出生的女子,特性在於热情大方,活力充沛。她们的幽默感十足,乐观积极,和她们在一起,经常可以感受到轻松愉快的气氛。这样的女人,不会动不动就闹情绪,
怨天尤人,对什么人、什么事都看不顺眼,都有意见。这样的女性,凡事都以乐观或人事物的光明面来当成著眼点。

在感情的处理上,也是节奏明快,独立不会太依赖情人的。她们觉得相爱并不代表天天都要在一起。一旦彼此培养出默契之后,她们便能信任对方,让对方无后顾之忧的从事自己想做的事。星期二出生的女子崇尚自由和自我的空间,不喜欢受到束缚,而且在择偶的条件上,通常会开「宁缺勿滥」的原则。所以外表看似开放大方的她们,事实上一点也不滥情。如果找不到真正喜欢的对象,她们宁可独身。对於爱情存有一种完美想像的她们,有时会高估了爱情的美好,所以经常在现实生活中感到失望。好在她们总是能以乐观的心胸坦然面对一切,勇敢的追求所爱,热忱不减。


Wednesday Man
星期三出生的男人十分好面子,但是他们也是极具责任感和正义感的一群。对於感情,他们不会抱著游戏人间的态度,而是十分事情的人。外表看起来老实腼腆,但是内心却十分温柔,对於感情,他们是衷心渴望的。尽管不会表达,外型却十分具有异性与同性缘,所以只要有机会,一定会以行动对所爱的人表示好感。一旦投入一段恋情,必定诚心诚意的呵护对方。

对於一夜情或短暂的肉体欢愉没有太大兴趣的他们,心中希望的理想伴侣,也是对感情抱持诚恳态度的人,所以一旦被人玩弄,或是感情受到挫折,通常会极为痛苦。也许是因为感情态度太过於诚恳老实,所以扮演付出与爱人的角色比较多,在感情的道路上,也走得比较辛苦一些。不过这样的人,一旦苦尽甘来,遇到了合适的对象,将能享受到最甜美的爱情果实。


Wednesday Woman
星期三出生的女性,外表矜持稳重,内在却热情如火。这种女性通常是柔媚感性的,也十分多情。在爱情的态度上,她们很少会不切实际的编织美梦,所以不会以对方的外表来决定自己的喜厌。长得太俊俏的男性,通常反而还会给她们一种不安全的感觉。她们所欣赏的,其实是那种诚恳,又忠於感情的对象。

一见锺情的恋爱,在她们看来是一种神话,所以要和她们接近,最好能从好朋友开始做起,与她们谈笑风生,分享生活中的点滴,让她们逐渐的信任你,进而发生感情。如此一来,不但先奠定了一个深厚又稳固的感情基础,也能让她们更放心的打开自己的心胸,去接纳你。外表看似刚毅和严肃的样子,也会被真情所感化,逐渐流露出小女人的动人模样。星期三出生的女性,脾气多半十分温和,个性也十分柔顺,她们通常吃软不吃硬,
很多事情用沟通的方式,最能令她们信服和接受。对於感情的态度十分严谨的她们,经常三思而后行,不会只凭一股冲动来行事。


Thursday Man
星期四出生的男人,拥有与生俱来的独特魅力。喜欢无拘无束的体验人生百态,崇尚独立自主的生活方式,两人世界的爱情生活固然甜美,但是太黏的感觉,却会令他害怕。不过虽然害怕两人世界的紧迫感,但是一个人过他又会嫌寂寞,所以经常在独自生活和两人世界的矛盾中挣扎。开朗的外表下,隐藏著一颗敏感的心。这种男人其实十分多情,一旦发现自己爱上了对方,会马上栽进去,开始的时候,甚至会无法自拔。

在这种人身上,你可以看见叛逆、善变、好动和服从、安逸及守分等多种面貌,他的个性是极端不同的性格特质兼容并存的。和这样的男人交住,只要记得一个大原则,就是不要太多的心,凡事尽力就好,其他的,就听天由命了。因为他自己也不知道,美好的恋情会持续多久,
所以能享受的时候就尽量的放开心来享受,不必计画得太远。


Thursday Woman
星期四出生的女人,最大的性格特质,就在於谈恋爱时容易一头栽入,而且完全凭感觉行事。有时未免会冲动行事,而后悔莫及。这一天出生的女性,通常耐性极低,对於事物极容易失去新鲜感,而感到厌烦。所以凡事喜欢变化的她们,很愿意接受许多新事物,在感情的处理上,也倾向於喜欢有新鲜感、有变化的感觉。意外的惊喜和变换不同的约会地点,会令她们感到兴奋不已。

这类型的女子,爱好自由,喜欢冒险和刺激的事。她们不会造作的个性,正是迷人之处。由於讨厌束缚,因此对於爱人要求的承诺,和需要负起责任的地方,感到厌倦和抗拒。和这类型的女性交往,最重要的是尊重她的个人空间,多给她点自由,而且不要动不动就扫她的兴,不然她会以迅雷不及掩耳的速度,马上离开你。


Friday Man
星期五出生的男人,天生便具备著近乎艺术家的气质。这种男性的魅力无法挡,一举手一投足之间,都散发了十足的男人味,让女性无法抗拒。他们真心,个性平和,尽管温柔体贴,却绝不滥情。因此当他们说爱你的时候,就是最真挚的告白,不会是开开玩笑或儿戏。

这一天出生的男人,是很典型的居家男子,他在感情的收放上,比较倾向於女性似的善感和细心。对於园艺、家事及烹饪都会有浓厚的兴趣。与这种男子的相处要诀是,开朗大方的接受他所付出一切,聆听他想说的,多待在家中,看看电视,聊聊天,或者从事一些共同的兴趣(如烹饪),减少外出人挤人的不适和疲累。当然如果能凡事采取主动,省去他腼腆犹豫,爱情的效率会更高,感情的进展也会一日千里。


Friday Woman
星期五出生的女性,是个无可救药的浪漫主义者。这样的女人,天生就是爱情的动物,活著如果没有了爱情,就彷佛人生没有了意义一般。她们的想像力丰富,喜欢美丽与和谐的事物,性格温柔,心思敏锐,一旦爱上了对方,更会使出浑身解数,毫无保留的投入。

这类的女性,是最女性化的女人,她们希望自己的伴侣能安抚、重视和呵护她们,也喜欢沈浸在被宠爱的感觉之中。在感情生活中,她们最怕出现冷场,孤独会令她们恐惧,所以几乎无时不刻都希望能跟随在伴侣身边,也不自觉的造成对方的压力。

这样的女性十分恋家,对於情人和亲人的关系十分重视。她们希望对等的付出,也会期待对方用心经营感情。星期五出生的女性,对於文笔和口才好的男性,抗拒的能力很弱,因为任何浪漫的行为都能打动她,所以鲜花、烛光晚餐、一个窝心的小礼物、一个吻或一个拥抱,都会令她感到幸福不已,文字的表达更是不在话下了。


Saturday Man
星期六出生的男子,是个不折不扣的个人主义者。他们十分独立,天生不喜欢拜托他人什么,凡事都会靠自己的能力完成。他们不希望成为他人的负担或压力,这种态度,也充分的反映在感情观里。 这一天出生的男人,能够接受的是独立自由的恋爱观,和情人维持如友谊一般的关系, 即使若即若离也不介意。他们很懂得独立生存之道,也很能享受独处的乐趣。

这样的男人,能够自己一个人过得很好,并不太擅於与他人分享自己的心思和感觉,所以尽管表面上礼貌大方,其实一般人对他的了解,还是不多。他的内心世界,对於许多人而言,永远是一个谜。个性十分审慎的他们,不会多表达自己的感情,所以也不要指望他会甜言蜜语。对於他人,时常存有戒心,心防很重,所以经常将感情放在心中,处於单恋或暗恋的状态。如果你想和这样的男人交往,不妨多费点心,留意他的一些暗示,藉著言语和肢体动作上的默契,把握住机会,对他表白你的心意。


Saturday Woman
星期六出生的女子,在外表上总是带著一种神秘感,她不轻易让人窥视她的内心世界。个性独立自主,十足真性情的星期六女子,和一般传统温柔典雅的小女人不同的是,这种女性最令人难以抗拒的是,她的历练与智慧。外表冷艳、自持力重的她们,内心其实热情澎湃,不到最后关头,绝对不会将「我爱你」三个字说出口。

这种女性的成熟干练,时常令慕名的男性望之怯步。不过如果欣赏这一类的女性,不妨大胆的表达自己的爱意,因为她们的反应,一定会令你大吃一惊。一旦投入了一段关系,会马上收起近乎女强人的面目,变成一个不折不扣的小女人,专心的以爱情为主,并且努力使爱人欢喜。她们的人生历练通常极为丰富,冷静而理智,心胸也十分开阔,不会像一般女孩子爱发小姐脾气,或是凡事斤斤计较,怨天尤人。通常要她们爱上你,得先让她们信任你。


what do you think? accurate? ^^

Saturday, June 5, 2010

有没有这么一个人

有没有这么一个人
你会在想起他时不自觉地上扬了嘴角

有没有这么一个人
你会在听到他的名字时忽然变得沉默

有没有这么一个人
你会在独自一人时想他想到哭泣,
却在看见他时故作无所谓地笑

生命中有太多的美好与感动
但是你宁愿为了那个人而失落伤感,
甚至濒临崩溃

你会在日记上写下大段大段曾经不属于你的失落伤感
会在听到某句歌词那么贴切地唱出你的心声时失声痛苦
会在夜里梦到他冷漠的表情,从夜里哭醒过来
……甚至更多更多

有没有这么一个人
你感谢上天让你遇见了他,
你觉得只要看见他就是一种幸福

有没有这么一个人
你无数次说着要放弃,
但终究还是舍不得

有没有这么一个人
你为他浪费了青春错过了爱情,
却依旧傻傻地守候,
即使你知道不管等多久他依旧不会回头

喜欢他的每一天对你来说都是一种折磨
每一分每一秒,都夹杂着痛苦与甜蜜

即使痛苦一次次让你落泪。
即使你知道甜蜜只是你安慰自己的假象。
可你依旧学不会放手

你说你认了
你说你从喜欢上他那刻起就认输了
你说。
[你看,我输到心都空了。]

有没有这么一个人
会让你觉得是老天派来克你的,
可是你却心甘情愿地被伤害,
即使你知道你会遍体鳞伤

有没有这么一个人
你无数次希望自己没有喜欢过他,
甚至从未认识过他

但是如果老天给你一次机会回到过去,
你依旧会选择喜欢他,
甚至连一丝犹豫都没有

有没有这么一个人
你不知道他究竟是不是你生命中的那个唯一
你不确定自己是在错误的时间遇见了对的人
还是在对的时间遇见了错误的人

你能确定的只有你喜欢他。
但是他不喜欢你 =(

朋友不止一次为你抱不平

他们劝你放弃
他们说他不值得你为他伤心
他们说。[他有什么好?]

可是你却为他抱不平
你说他值得
你说他很好很好
你说。[只是我不够好罢了。]

明明。
明明你知道你很好
明明你知道朋友是心疼你才会这么说
明明你知道你放弃了对彼此都好
可是你就是不想放弃
[因为他就是他啊。独一无二的他啊]

由始至终你只是默默的看着。想着。喜欢着…
只是因为害怕你的喜欢会带来他的不安

于是你深藏起自己的感受,
把难过伤感都往肚子里咽

你觉得自己再难过也好过让他难受
那会让你心疼


单恋让人变得卑微
你甚至从不奢求他喜欢你
你只希望他不要剥夺你喜欢他的权利

你对他那么好
好到人人都替你惋惜
好到他的朋友羡慕不已
好到喜欢的那个他愧疚得不知所措

可是人生有太多的遗憾

比如有人爱你爱得热烈专注,
你却无法接受他的好心

比如你爱那人爱得歇斯底里精疲力竭,
他却只能对你说[对不起]
[你曾经那么相信他是你的幸福。可是他的幸福不是你。]

你认为这么单恋也不错
你对自己说。[喜欢是一个人的事情。]
那么你为什么还会一次又一次难过地流下眼泪?

心里的疼痛一次又一次地折磨着你
于是你终归是累了

真的累了
你终于狠下心要放弃了
你说。
[不是不爱了。是爱不起了。]

你说。
[付出了那么多。到头来却只是让彼此都不快乐……
虽然依旧舍不得。但是我爱他。所以我舍不得他不幸福。]

你说。
[一个人的爱情。你让我怎么天长地久?]

但是你又说,说得那么决绝

你说,
[如果再给我一次机会,让我回到从前,我依旧会选择不顾一切地爱上你。]

你说,
[即使曾那么痛苦,我依旧感谢能够遇见你。遇见你。是我最大的幸运。]

你说。
[我会记得,我曾那么深刻地爱过一个人。]

你知道你必须放下。
因为未来的路还很长。
而他给不了你你要的幸福

但是你还是会舍不得
因为你不知道

以后还能不能遇见一个人,
能让你像现在爱他一样疯狂而执着地爱着那个人
能不能像喜欢他一样用尽全力.
不求回报地喜欢那个人

你只知道,
他是你心里一道无法愈合的伤口

你无法忘记,
只是因为他曾经让你那么深刻地爱过、伤过、痛过

于是。
你把他埋在心里的一个角落
深深地、深深地
怕一不小心触及,会引来刺骨的疼痛
然后你笑着对他说:
[对不起。亲爱的我不爱你了。]

posted by Zhangli on facebook. kinda agree with these =)

Friday, June 4, 2010

complicated me

today,
i'm wondering why
all the things have messed up my mind

i don't know why
so i wonder why
i unable to explain why
but i understand why

i can't control
however i learn to control
why why why
an unexplainable why

i always remind myself
what can do,
and what cannot do

pretending happy is not a good medicine
that can help for recovery from injury

it's only useful to escape from something
it's only functional to hide sadness infront of people
it's only helpful to make the people around us to feel our happiness
just a way to convince them that we are alright.

yea
i know i can
stop being a foolish girl
no more childish mind
be a mature girl

yea
i know i can
have to be sure of my pathway
100% of concentration and
100% of effort on what i should do

yea
i know i can
differentiate the people
who are super important to me
who are worth for me to spend time with
who are mean alot to me

everytime in my dream
there is always a happy ending
once i was awake
realized that it was a dream
the feeling was like just back from heaven

i have never told anyone about my sweet dreams
because someone said that the dreams won't come true
if we tell out if we share out

i know it is impossible
i just hope that
these sweet dreams can keep inside my heart
forever and ever

i'm not that talkative
but i'm learning not to be so quiet
we get used to speak childishly
and act chidishly in our Rock 'n' Roll gang

people from outside may think that we are childish
no no no!
this is our special and comfortable way
which allows us to get along with each other
we are always filled with laughter and joyful
we are always surrounded by sisterly love

grandpa got injured yesterday
because of falling down inside the room
he is now in the hospital
going to hospital later
kinda worry about him. =(((((
hope he will get well soon.

till here
i have no idea with all these nonsense
only one word can describe me today- COMPLICATED

Wednesday, May 26, 2010

it's today!


today our 8th mei is going for the first audition of Inti Idol! it comes true finally ! we have been waiting for it since very long time ago! wow~ she has a very powerful voice although she is small size! participants will be very nervous i think. in fact, i do enjoy watching people singing on the stage. it's really awesome!!! a great singer does not care about the win or loss in a competition. the moment that they stand on the stage, they will just think of how to deliver their thoughts to the audients through singing! A round of applause from audients is more than enough to comfort them. show your support by clapping your hands will do! =)

Winni buck up! you can do it! try your very best~! don't be nervous! because it may affect you performance! gambateh~ sistas will be there to support you! *fighting fighting*

Sunday, May 23, 2010

Hair Pee Bird Day to Me


the 'hair pee bird day' is come from khye liang. cute right? lol. 0521, yea, it's my birthday. i have been studying in inti for three years. the celebrations are different every year. this year, i celebrated my birthday with my sistas ♥♥♥. they are just too lovely, they make me love them so much! lolx. they wish to give me a surprise, putting all their efforts to prepare for me, trying hard to lie to me, running up and down eventhough it is raining outside there. girls i'm sorry, i know what you all are going to do the next! keke~ although i never drop even one drop of my tears, your efforts and love have touched my heart! i remember you sisters, and every single piece of our memories.



~kisses~


i like the booklet of cards so much, because i have never received a booklet filling with the wishes from friends. thx Da jie for doing the card~ thx Mama, Da jie, Er jie, San jie, Wu mei, Liu mei, Qi mei, Ba mei, Boey and Lingsim for the gifts. i like them very much too~ ytd we went shopping at midvalley as my birthday outing. lolx. all of us become so girly ytd! it's pretty hard to see this special occassion! haha~ we went for a movie, one game of bowling and dinner at Sushi Zanmai!!! we eat sushi again~ hoho!



these are the gifts from sistas ('lian shen ku' and bag)

Da jie


she is Er jie ♥, Zhang Li.
she has a very fair skin and big eyes with long eyelash!
she always gives us a surprise everytime when she is backed from China!
because of her new look!


San jie


Wu mei



Liu mei ♥


Qi mei



Ba mei



at Zara's outlet


movie: Kidnapper!

Sushi Zanmai!



hearts you ♥♥♥



Saturday, May 15, 2010

Happy Friday


i can't remember since when, Sunway Pyramid has become one of our favourite shopping malls! sisters will go shopping again tomorrow because of the boredom in Inti. they can't go home every weekend. i admit that it's lucky that my house is just 30 mins away from Inti. i can go back home anytime but i more prefer to stay in hostel with my friends! we study together, laugh together, play together, eat together, cook together, etc. that is part of my uni life. i do enjoy it and remember all the moments we have gone through together! because i know our life will be getting tougher and tougher in the future or when we are working. no more lifely and lovely friends like you around me. only competition and pressure in the office. hopefully can have one trusty friend will do! oh no, i shouldn't think in this depressing way *knock my head* XD
oh ya, let's see the photos together. Zhu Yuan, is our new friend from Tarc! she is the best friend of our 7th and 8th sister. and my sisters said that the szeping inside the photos does not look like me! really have some differences after putting the make up on! LOL.

love to capture our memories.

*edited*
this bowl of rice namely Kakiage Don (if not mistaken)
the fried prawn is yummy!

we still act like a kid XD

the washroom of redbox!


while we are waiting for the bus!

really exhausted after i reached home yesterday. but my throat is pain. not feeling well today. i know, that is the symptom of fever. :D hopefully i can recover before the coming saturday. because i can't wait to see my sisters to doll up themselves for my birthday dinner! ♥♥♥