明知我爱你

告诉你 瞒着你 只不过是个决定
放弃你 忘记你 只怕我步伐前进
不知道为什么会如此无理紧张你
我越了解你 越靠近你 越犹豫

*明知道我爱你 却不敢告诉你
我害怕失去你 宁愿沉默不语
该如何整理 幸福在手里
我恨自己 无能为力

明知道我爱你 却不敢靠近你
我假装不在意 反而痛了自己
多痛都可以 不能没有你
只想永远永远爱你 你知不知道我也没关系*

告诉你 瞒着你 只不过是个决定
但为何 到如今 我依然无法前进
不知道为什么会如此无理紧张你
我越了解你 越靠近你 越犹豫
* repeat *

Serene Koong, a singaporean singer who just bagged 2 awards at Singapore Hit Awards last two months. I like her voice and her album [55:38:7] especially 明知我爱你 because of the singaporean drama "红白喜事" and you will be addicted to this song if you listen to it everyday. p/s: i'm not a typical emo girl. hahahaha.

yesterday i took a glance on a last note from a boy in facebook. the boy is a malaysian and i did not pay much attention on it as i thought that was a joke. until i saw friends posted it in twitter and newspaper heading news, oh my god it really happened! the boy jumped to death for her ex-girlfriend and he was counting down for his time of death in facebook yesterday! This is quite shocking and may he rests in peace. he could not take it when his girlfriend leaves him. he lives for love and sacrifies for love. well, no offence. A human life should not end it this way. think for your family and your friends. There are tons of things that are waiting for you to accomplish, need to you get them done. including your future, and the beauty of this world that you have not discovered! Cherish your life :)